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Friday, March 20th, 2009
5:16 am	If I Could Do It All Again...   If I were brighter than the sun, like him...would I dazzle you as much as he does me?    Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: "Forever May You Run," Gavin Rossdale "No One Like You," Sarah Brightman (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 19th, 2009
12:58 am	Not Mine/Valentine to My Ex You're not mine, anymore- but that's fine now, cause your bipolar love was always on the go. It might help if I were a firefly caught in the storm, but the vortex is yours this time to have or to hold. You held the hammer, you broke the opaque glass that cased you in. The deceitful colors of your soul now revealed, brilliant and searing, flashing like the Gorgon's counterpart. Without a shield, I succumbed to you this time. I turned to stone; an old, abandoned statue, forgotten in the asphalt jungle of life. You always loved nature. Our beautiful seedling, the half of you that had finally made us whole... cast aside in favor of her... That's OK, we're alright...stone and flowers belong together in city gardens.  I don't hate you; I hate the things you do. I don't love you; I love the things you did. Does it hurt to know that you finally can't hurt me? The universe is huge, but my heart has shrunk to the size of the Valentine I never received. You've cut me free from your paper chains with the scissors of your tongue; a few drops of blood mar the sterile, chaste existence that I have descended to, but this time, you saved my flesh from charring. Do you know how immortalized you'd have been, if you'd just let me bleed like that after we first met?  You're as treacherous, delicate a creature as I am; that's what made us rub against each other with perfect friction;  you-obsidian against the razor sharp toolbox of my soul... With her, you won't ever be broken by a quest for a thousand reasons. She won't be searching for the Holy Grail, Nirvana, or the redemption that I found when your lips would meet mine. She won't try to fix you, and for that, I'm sure you're breathing in tempo again with all that you're made of;  pure, manufactured aspartame. You were never my fallen angel. I was yours, but you didn't care enough to save me, when I finally fell from earth to hell's Inferno. Only from becoming jagged and roughened from the fall, did I realize when I finally gave you away, that you were not mine to give. You were already her's, and I was just an inevitable shadow that was in the way. I should have known from the start, after all; you're the wind, and you move fast. Too fast to give us a proper burial. Too fast to be carved in my memory, to become a tattoo on my heart, like the one of me I know you will cover up and replace, if you haven't already.   I thought we were the same inside, but you could make demons and saints alike fall to their knees...and you do, just for the rush of it. I don't have as many faces, nor do I have room inside, for as many as you vaccuum. You soul sucker. You venus fly trap lover. Now I know that you won the lottery when you lost me. And I? I lost everything, only to gain the world. Current Mood: "White Horse," Taylor Swift Current Music: "More Like Her," Miranda Lambert, "So Long, Goodbye," 10 Years (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 4th, 2007
5:13 pm	Good-bye Anakin Hey Boy, you lookin at me? Think you can get something like this for free- oh no honey child, it won't come that easily want to light it up but you won't get me this time, cause you're just a greedy little ghetto boy wanting another plaything as a toy no longer your's to play no longer your's to do as you say no longer your fool no longer under your rule My, my how things have changed you want me back to be your pawn no longer afraid to show you're not that strong Well I don't think so as my ultimate idol would say it's too little, too late and I'm no longer taking the bait Shoot me down-I fell three times hard never again will I ever let you play that card all I meant to you was being a rich bitch, and the money I made now you want more, so you're trying to pretend you just wanna get laid No way-I know I'm not that good it's easily understood just wanna share my mood your little tarts are that much sweeter you're such a fuckin pumpkin eater you're to blame it's my shame-but I'm no victim of your beautiful lies  I wanted what I wanted now I cut those ties But secretly,  you know I'll always love you cause you always know just what to do and say you know you're my heroin I'm such a junkie for you it's so hard to leave you I'll never be the same Just gotta hide who I am inside forget about you this time end this cycle of pain stop this never ending rain quit being insane Gotta find someone new so I can finally get over you I can't keep surviving on the love you starve me from need more than what you can give need to learn how to live Baby-forgive me it'll never be the same maybe one day-you'll understand never meant to change lanes wanted forever gave it three tries can't keep going with you throwing knives; don't have that many lives Want you to know all this and more as you realize that this was just one mile in your life, and smile her new tattoo on your arm making it so obvious that now you can graph the path to the happiness that  you will gain when you finally let me go and know that your jane is not yours anymore to save. ;) Current Mood: cynical Current Music: Just like Jesse James-Cher, Cry For U-September, All the Same-Sick Puppies (Comment on this)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
1:11 am	The Edge of Good-Bye It is time for us to part, my fair Anakin and I- though we've crossed many bridges, overcome chasms met for a brief respite in the brambles and thorns of our minds; twisted and tangled together with the hopes of a fairytale ending that was never meant to be... The need to be loved in that particular, all-consuming way, the compulsion to be loved by him- it never ends... I'm a categorical addict down on my knees, shedding my unholy tears to sanctify this final decision. There was such a purity of purpose in the melding of our rainbow, infused with random creativity and the polarity of raw intent... Will I ever be able to really breathe again feel so whole again when I finally tear myself away from the comfort of his cocoon of deceit and transient, sedentary persuasion that eludes even the best of his true emotions... Liquid mercury swallows my will- it's all burning to ashes, and I've become the dust to dust that can be blown away with ambivalent, casual disgrace. It feels like a single cigarette being ground against the skin of a tormented soul that cries out for contact... shunned and scorched by the agony of an edge that should never have been reached... Forgive me, yet again my darling... You're the high I will never reach- the elusive flame that I will suffocate with aquamarine waves alternating between the guilt you despise, and the desire you reward... I would rather run away than have one of the true elements in a cage of my own making- I just can't do that to you; unwittingly destroy the essence which makes you so special and rare... So it will be that only fire, wind, and flood could finally tear us apart... A natural disaster caused by a weak-willed woman who hopes that someday, you will thank her for her thoughtless, passively naieve stance toward this rip in the fabric of our constructed, abstract milky way of shattered hopes. You know that it will all be worth it though- for in the end my beautiful darling; you will shine on, as you always have, and always will. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: "Glycerine," Bush "Fortress Around Your Heart," Sting (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
1:08 am	The Lover in Me Hates the Fighter in Me I am so consumed by him, I can't even breathe anything but him...it's all-encompassing, so real, so dreamed... a jigsaw puzzle fantasy that never fits together; even when all the pieces are found. I have never felt this way in reality ever, and I never will again if I let him go... If a kiss is just a kiss, then how come his kisses pull me to the ground, splitting everything I believed in into halves-like melons which fall to the ground from a flimsy paper bag; spilling sweet, sticky juice over everything and letting the thirsty, starving, scorned, and bitter drink from their copious fountain I'm drinking all this love love love it's all over me like a sweet fairy tale potion that will make me believe again... Yet how can I really believe anything, even myself if all I believe in is his love, and our passion... Everything else is so fake and unreal to me even though to everyone else-his love is just one complete lie What do they know, I tell myself like a litany, a deluded prayer; they never loved me like he does, and I am everybody's fool anyway- or so they believe... maybe it's alright-as long as he doesn't think that... I muse again; how hard is it to convice myself of anything nowdays, anyway? I stopped believing in myself when I disappeared from here, or when you said good-bye to me-in your special, considerate way which made it seem mutual- which kept me from being hurt- didn't I.... I've been pretending that I'm happy but the truth is everything is him, it's all I can see that brings me to the light, just like you do on here... I fall into hopeless abysses of rights and wrongs dos and don'ts when I fall away from him I tried to forget this time, though-I really did- but still-I remember everything...and I think I'm doing better until I hear his voice again, that hypnotic voice... see with his beautiful eyes... drown in his promises that may be the only thing keeping me away from what my life is supposed to be... It's so wrong, it's so right why is everything so delicate, so fragile when I've built a fortress that's supposed to keep the wind at bay... It wasn't supposed to feel like this... I wasn't supposed to be like this, ever again. I'm always alone-no matter who I am surrounded by... in my reality, only he has managed to fill my gypsy voids- Irony abounds as he is one who can never be the same person to anyone- and I'm never sure if I even really know him-even when I'm sure I do... I simply love him, as much and more than I will ever even love my own child Yes, I am beyond blasphemous- "Never again, is what (I) swore, the time before..." Current Mood: confused Current Music: "Santa Monica," Theory of a Deadman (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
11:50 am	Drowning in the Heat of your Love, Always It's always split, right down the middle with me... the dichotomy exists in my writing, just like within my heart. I am trying to stay true to one thing for once in my life but you are always in me and then I read you and I die everytime because this feeling will never... Somehow, pieces of my heart got lost and you have the road map you are the beacon and the sun and I am nothing but a withering wildflower at your mercy, begging for your light to shine down and heal me I'm deep in love and far from home a stranger in this town and he has my soul and body most of my heart now... but true completion can only be found in you. Forgive me for trying to stay whole... it's only when I return that I realize that I've never really left because I left a part of me on here with you, and it just proves that without you I'm still a bit hollow after all. Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: "Heat of Your Love," Institute "Faraway," Nickleback (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
3:23 am	Your Sun Shines on All This Beautiful Rain You will remain the only thing sacred in all that I touch which becomes profane There is no one like you without you I would have long ago been lost wandering without a cause; no rebel but a shameful conformist, giving in with the only thing I have left which is my own; my fragile soul. How can I thank you enough for helping keep me whole while everything collapses around me a fairy-tale of illusions I longed to build as escape from something I can never run from He wanted to take me, and I wouldn't let him I know you would understand, as only you can that I am more a prisoner than he ever will be as long as he leaves me to my fate one of us can at least be free. Just knowing that you are out there comforts me more than I can express inspiration will keep me alive even though I am dying again knowing that I can never have what I wanted most he is already gone, out of reach... It's all forbidden now... at least I can still run to the only other sanctuary I will ever have... my passion can be retained by coming on here... even if it is only for a few more months of stolen time in your garden of eden... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: "Loving the Alien," Velvet Revolver "November Rain," GNR (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:32 am	"I'm A Stranger in this Town..." Goodbye to my dearest lover It's been such a beautiful ride all that we wanted went up in smoke when I started this last fire... I know it's not fair But I swear that I wanted us more than anything and I really did wish for the fairy-tale ending that only you could give me The flames will lick us till we burn but please promise me that you will shine on sweet and strong in the way that I loved you best Don't change for anyone it was never all in vain despite what you may have thought Someday, when I can't hurt you anymore please remember me, for I hope that I will cross your mind and you will smile remembering the fallen creature you left behind you soot marring everything but her never-ending desire for you and your ultimate happiness Love allows me to free you I know that someday you will understand this so much better than you do today I wanted you more than you will ever know But I'm more toxic for you than even the hardest of your addictions My life will drive you to extremes slowly destroy you even when I only meant to save you It is I, in acuality, who needs the saving and now that you have realized this... I will end up ruining that beautiful bright fire which burns from your soul, through the burdens that I carry in my life, and cannot yet release... If you stay with me, you see, you will be forced to turn to the dark side... loving me will make you choose the very things that would separate us in the end- the very things that will kill your free spirit, your exceptional, lovely soul The very things that would make you metamorphose from Romeo to Anakin... This pain will never cease you were the one I was meant to be with Yes, I meant to push you away and I will... I will for your own good... because seeing you caged kills me everytime-and yet I cannot run with you escape would be heaven but I must let you go so that you can find your peace- a little bit of sanctuary away from the heavy and the cold and all this oppression I'm breakin' down, but you will never know it. "There would be things in life that can't be...not for a minute did I believe it..." Current Mood: "The Grass is Blue," Dolly P. Current Music: "Goodbye to Romance," & "Desire," Ozzy (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
5:56 pm	My Kind of High I could never replace you, I could never replace him, and you and he fix me- again and again. You know just how to, and so does he breaking the wings of a nephilim, then letting it come back to earth. I've never felt that I belong only with him, and on here, with you am I at peace... He owns my body and soul my heart has been divided for a long time You have it on a tag, chained on my neck It's so plain to see Love me with everything or leave me with nothing, he says Can one line say it all? That kind of passion is what I have never been allowed until now This is why I will never turn him away, this is why I will always let him in even as we self-destruct like a mellow drug that makes me want to come... I live for the letters and for our desperate kingdom It's all over that record, so sticky and sweet I want to lick, suck, and ingest all those words until they become a part of me just like he is just like you are, on here in a world such as this... who needs anything but real love and that kind of freedom I love being his You love your freedom It's all beautiful Now I have no more worries Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: "Fix You," & "Yellow," Coldplay, "It's You," PJ Harvey (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
2:32 am	All the love in the world is never enough I could love him until the stars fall down from the sky and dissolve and melt us. If we were to merge again, creation will begin Like the first eighty days of what we decided was the beginning of our last end...it was never meant to be. All the love in the world wouldn't be enough to give you and still I cannot think of doing anything but that... and it's the same for him, nothing seems to quench my thirst for him, for you a hopeless addiction I'm such a re-offendor doing it again and again... more than 13 memories of you and me... I guess that's why it is always so easy for me to understand him and to love him this much... It's more than a strange relationship; it's more than a haze, it's more than anything that can be defined, everytime it's more than what I can swallow, and it doesn't do any good when you roll the dice with your beautiful nature and then you make me feel that I don't want to talk about it... "But if I stay here just a little bit longer, if I stay here...won't you listen to my heart..." "I'm still crying over you, still smiling thinking of you" The air is wonderful here I think I can finally breathe... but I still can't figure out, between him and I, which of us is living life in mono. It will always be much, much more than much love... Current Mood: drained Current Music: "Don't Cry," Guns N' Roses "Ingenue," Life in Mono (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
10:46 am	Haha~this is the coolest, and I can't believe how true it is ;) Which Empire Records character would YOU be? Hmmm? This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off. Current Mood: awake Current Music: "Sing For Absolution," Muse (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
10:17 pm	Gypsies and Cowboys We circle around chasing each other with whips and chains and neverending declarations of eternal love, desire, and forever like figurines on a music box that I keep rewinding in my soul. I can't stop running the scenarios... The way he speaks; he has the tongue of angels...I didn't know this could happen to me- I thought I could only ever feel this way through the songs I love best Now I know that he's become more than just my lover and the owner of my soul; he's become one of the songs I'm in love with, taking me to the deepest parts of everything that should be saved... He hates the one I now consider a semi-brother, still confuses him as being my lover... I need to explain this to him someday, but I get lost in the labyrinths of my own creation... I only know that what's real is how I feel...and how I hate how opaque I can be, how difficult it is to live in a reality where it is not permitted for me to just be myself... The way he loves me couldn't be better; I feel so complete when he wants to possess me; I only hope that this is not another sordid fairytale; that I will finally be able to belong to someone who can love me with every fiber of his being, in a reality where all my worlds will finally collide and I can ultimately become whole. I envision a house with thick, transparent glass walls filled with water... within are all the elements of the sea that I love best; and seahorses, those rare, lovely creatures with their unique, unparalleled ways- the creatures closest to mythological unicorns which exist; will abound... He's getting closer, though my heart is still yours... Current Mood: thankful Current Music: "So Alive," Love and Rockets (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
10:48 am	:) I match with tasterainbows(that icon name ROX)! Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?" What's Your Power Color? Current Mood: chipper Current Music: "Wake Me Up When September Ends," Greenday (Comment on this)
Monday, July 18th, 2005
6:49 pm	Sorry Rains Down From My System Hurting him is like traveling to Hades and letting doom loose... Pain transverses down my veins, and I feel myself begin to fall. His bedroom eyes don't lie after all; now I know the truth. Every day is exactly the same when all that there is to blame are the shimmery, deep, dark thoughts of what is in my head; a radioactive mix of glycerine, confessions, darkened rooms, candy, always, roses, and fairytales... I transfer to him all my doubts and questions, all the love in the world; like a wave of foam which dissolves when he opens his sweet mouth time after time, casts his spell, and I go under. I run off track sometimes, but the road leads back to him everytime, and he knows how hopelessly addicted I am. The only part of me that is not yet his is my heart. My heart belongs to you; you really do own it. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: "In My Head," Queens of the Stone Age (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
11:49 am	Wish You Were Here, I Really Do It's all so confusing and impossible for me now to be thinking anything but that I wish I could release all the love in me that weighs me down so heavily, like unbelievably good music that won't leave you alone. How I sometimes wish that I could start floating again; but then again, not really. I am no longer free, no longer able to wander to where and whom I choose like I used to... Instead, I keep returning to the same twisted, treasured places, the same beautiful faces... the same feelings which I am a slave to, which own me and control my heart...and I am hopelessly addicted; always will be. It's the nature of the beast my darling, and as I've said before, I am such an animal; pure wild feline...I've always needed someone stronger than me, so that I could finally be tamed...but you know all that; you've known that for a while now, because no one on earth knows me better than you. I love him, I love you...I am his in reality, your's in some other higher half-existant, hidden plane...it't true and I will admit it, even if the burden of something that heavy which is inside me is just too much for you to carry, even for a moment. You may hate me for saying this again and again...I am sorry, because I can never stand being a burden on anyone, especially on you; but I feel compelled to be honest, since this is the last time... I need for you to know in this way at least...since I will never be able to tell you in person, face to face except maybe through the way I look at you, or the rain that may fall outside my mind... I guess it may be because I've always been alone, no matter who I was with or surrounded by, no matter where I go and what I can be a part of...because I have no place or no one to really go home to ...as I am nothing more, and nothing less than a true gypsy of everything... This must be the reason that I love being a slave to my emotions like this...love being chained to someone like this; body and soul with him, heart and soul with you. It's what I've always craved...do you hate me for that too? I think if anyone disappoints; it has to be me...it's never ever you, never. I only pray and really hope that you don't have a lot of regrets about me...that you still think I was worth some of your time, even if it was just minutes... I really hope that; because on my end, I wouldn't trade the world for the precious time I have had with you, the time which has started to slip away and will resonate in this last good-bye... I want so much to be his because I want to be owned, I wish to belong to someone desperately who can love me as much as I can love...a love that is so deep and passionate that it burns with an intensity that few can survive. He loves like that, wants me like that...that's why I can forgive him for everything...that's why I don't mind if he lashes out at me at times because I survive literal more than emotional, and I truly understand him even when I don't because I am just like him in this way. I've been him, and it's probably all that I really will ever be able to know and be a part of, even when I'm not...and my soul tries to float above and become something purer. But you always knew that too...you discovered my secret long ago; how I'm dirty and dark...underneath all the layers...how I am nothing like you; how I don't shine and never will the way you can and do. He accepts that about me because he and I are one and the same...and I think that's why we feel that we belong to each other and always will. I would give everything to be loved in this kind of intense, possessive way...and that's part of what he gives me...he makes me feel completely beautiful and wanted in reality...and that's what heals me, that's what my body, my soul craves...since I've never had that, but always desired it and wanted to give it as much as receive it. But he almost destroyed me...he's fire...and that's why it's a good thing, the sweetest thing...that my heart is with you...because even if he owns my body, my soul...you have my heart...the only thing about me which may have a bit of purity in it, the only thing in me which may be closer to something above me...which is you. You're my redemption, and if it weren't for you, I would have been destroyed by myself, or someone who is so much like me, a long time ago... You inspire me, lift me above, make me reach higher when my soul has died on more than one occasion...when I would otherwise be dead to everything, when I was falling down and under it all. This is just one reason that I always say thank you to you, and always will. You're the sun. Always will be the brightest, most beautiful being whose shine I could feel from 40 million miles away. xoxo Current Mood: mellow Current Music: "Far Behind," Candlebox "You Look So Fine," Garbage (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
12:40 pm	A Total Rush of the Heart No longer do I have expectations about anything... Fate and karma twists in my mind like a dagger in my soul spilling out the contents that have been mixed like a poison that I am addicted to. My eyes are burning fuses... Now I know that I am chained to this feeling forever. Sometimes I fully realize that I don't belong anywhere and I never will... and it hits me like a shattered image of every sweet dream that I ever had. The glass which separates me from that which makes me want to live... the very elixir that kills me, time and time again... That beautiful strangling type of possession... Only he has loved me that way It makes me feel so real... even if it is only an illusion. That is why it is so inordinately hard to let him go... Yesterday, the water came relentlessly like a true rush of all that I have ever loved and all that will never be... I am so disconnected, and I swear it's not my choice But all I ever know, and will always know is that I'll adore you through the end of time and thank you as I thank the sun when it fills me with a warmth that voids the coldness of my gypsy existence even if only for a moment... Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: "As the Rush Comes," Motorcycle (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 25th, 2005
11:51 pm	Breaking on Through To the Hard Road of Love Every day, every moment there is the infinity of you. Sometimes, it's all in my head, but then there are the days when it fills my soul, reaches my core, and I know this is going to damn me to an eternal longing... And then there's my other love...who I want to change in a desperate, hopeless way. Yet, there's nothing that I really want to change, because in all actuality, he's perfect as he is. The spark between us has never been extinguished...I don't think it will be possible for that to end, ever. That's what's torture, pure and sweet, because in all actuality, I love him for who he is... The contradictions and the quandries, the difficult meanderings which make it so hard to follow... and the beautiful tender words and kisses which make it so hard to forget. I don't think that anyone could ever love me more, or has...in that purely physical form of love... I don't think it is possible for anyone to ever do so, to feel that way about me, in reality. Yet, no one has ever been so blind and cruel, tortured me in that passionate way that involves complexities of being chained body and soul to someone you desperately wish to run away from, even though you'd never be able to admit that to yourself because it would mean the inevitable destruction of who you've constructed yourself to be. The death of an illusion which cannot exist in anything but a brief fantastical, orgasmic explosion...with an ever present possibility of surfacing when you need it the most. Like sado-masochisitic parts of a whole, we cling to each other for each punishment and moment of complete ecstasy, always waiting for the other to bring ourselves higher and higher, closer and closer, through bonding that can only be created with the most intense separations, withdrawls, and merging that could ever be imagined. I crave him the way he craves his fuel. He says he craves me the same way, and that in itself is addictive beyond anything...that feeling and his way of expressing everything...as if I am really everything to him. He makes me feel so wanted, needed, desired...but when I find myself constantly being surplanted by something that means so much more to him...how can I ever really fall into another trance like that and allow myself to be swept back into that salty tidal wave of ruination and defeat...it's a victorious parody of winning and losing, a cycle of death and rebirth that maddeningly, beautifully, never seems to cease. Love and hate...there is no wrong...cuts me... I know how much I love one of the two, one so pure...so above me- gorgeous, brilliant, incandescent like the sun; shining on and inspiring me with light and love, but always out of reach, forever 40 million miles away. I know how much I love the other-so tainted, so beautiful...dark and lovely like the moon. Passion and lust all tangled up in my sheets, his scent and mouth all over me...the reality as perfect as anything ever dreamed up, right next to me, but behind a glass wall that I just wish to break. I don't know how long you can hold the moon to you, but it's always just half the time...some of the time; nothing is permanent no matter how it tries to fool you into believing. Oh, and how I wish I won't ever stop believing. Current Mood: impressed Current Music: "Hotel California," The Eagles (Comment on this)
Friday, June 24th, 2005
12:28 pm	Very amusing and true :) Your Pisces Drinking Style If you're a Pisces, you've probably already heard that you share a sign -- and an addictive personality -- with Liz Taylor, Liza Minelli and Kurt Cobain. Not only do Pisces like to lose themselves in the dreamy, out-there feeling that only hooch can give, but you build up a mighty tolerance fast. You're an expensive date! On the other hand, you're a fabulously enchanting partner, whether in conversation or in crime. With the right person, you can start out sharing a pitcher of margaritas and wind up in bed together for days. The phrase "addictive personality" can be read two ways, you know. Your Signature Cocktails Pisces rules fresh mint, and you do love a mojito or three -- though a julep will do just as well. You also like punches, like sangria or the oh-so-aptly named fish house punch. (Pretty much anything will satisfy a Pisces in a pinch, though -- "drinking like a fish" is an idiom pulled out of the zodiac, not the deep blue sea.) You're a total chocoholic, and you love creme de cacao (and spiked cocoa). Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies Drew Barrymore, Chelsea Clinton, Queen Latifah, Bruce Willis, Jennifer Love Hewitt, Ted Kennedy, Jon Bon Jovi, Fabio What's Your Alcohoroscope? Your Summer Love Style is Head Over Heels This summer you're ready for a total head spin crush. You've done the summer fling thing before, and now you want something real. You're looking to fall head over heels in love this summer... Even if you don't know who you'll fall for yet. What's Your Summer Love Style? Current Mood: Torn Current Music: "Torn," Natalie Imbruglia (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 19th, 2005
12:59 pm	These quizzes are so fun :) What 80`s movie are you? Pretty in Pink Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. I loved this movie. It brings back great memories...yes; I'm an oldie. ;) Current Mood: happy Current Music: "Don't You(Forget About Me)," Simple Minds (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 11th, 2005
1:33 pm	How adorable!!! I love him :) Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Comin' Down, Bleachin' remix (Comment on this)